Wednesday, July 8, 2015

When to say When.

I was talking to one of my best friends the other day and we were talking about a person in my life that I am just not sure that  I want in my life anymore.
this person has hurt me in the worst ways possible and has never been a positive influence in my life.
This person is a member of my family and am worried that I will regret this in the long run.
Maybe I will. Maybe I will look back and hope I had tried harder to make our relationship better than it was.
On the other hand, maybe I would be happier. Maybe I would look at what my life is now and see myself being a million times happier because he is gone.
I remember I said that I still loved him no matter what. He is family.
She told me "Kelsey, there is a difference between loving a person, and protecting yourself from hurt."
I needed that.
I needed to hear that I am worth more than what he thinks I am.
I am a woman who deserves to be around people who make me feel like I am special.