All you need to do is ask.

Sometime I get lost in my own mind. I get lost in the what ifs. What if I dye my hair purple? What if I grow old with 45 cats? 
I was thinking tonight about where I want my life to go. I want to make a difference. I want to change lives. I want to make people look at the world around them in a whole new way.
How am I possibly going to do that? Nine out of ten times I doubt myself.
Since my last post I have been trying to take my own advice and trust. Trust myself and my Heavenly Father. For about an hour I just sat and thought "how the heck am I going to change lives?"
So I think I have an answer. Get up, go outside, DO IT. Even if that means asking for help sometimes.
I have to take my own advice once again and stop blaming my circumstances. Stop blaming money or lack thereof. Stop blaming the people around me that are doing "better" than I am. So even though I have about 50 cents in my bank account and a car that barely moves, I will get up tomorrow and do it. Whatever that entails.
Wish me luck.
Well Until Next time...